My journey is nothing short of miraculous. For an astounding 38 years, I was in addiction. Astounding because looking back on it I can't believe I ever was able to come out of it. Today, I am 11 years clean and sober, in awe of the incredible transformation that has taken place in my life. As i prepare to address a crowd of 100 homeless men in Atlanta, at the Atlanta City Baptist Rescue Mission, I am filled with a profound sense of purpose, hoping to ignite the flame of hope through testimony of what Jesus has done for me.
My addiction had consumed me, leading me down a dark and seemingly never-ending path of self-destruction. It had taken a toll on my physical and mental health, tore apart relationships with loved ones, and robbed me of my dignity. But then, a divine spark of hope found its way into my life. My father was dying from stomach cancer and a couple weeks before his death he told me " I have been such a fool." That statement made a huge impact on my life. I wondered if I would say those same words as I got ready to die.
Eleven years ago, my encounter with Jesus became the catalyst for my recovery. I discovered a newfound strength, resilience, and determination to break free from the shackles of addiction. With unwavering faith and the support of a loving community, I embarked on a journey of transformation.
The past 11 years have brought remarkable changes to my life. Broken relationships have been mended; these include my wife and children, I now have a purpose in life and not just floating aimlessly. I have found faith in Jesus Christ and have found his promises to be true (John10:10). I now have peace and joy not shame and regret.
As I stand before 100 homeless men tonight, I hope to impart a message of hope, redemption, and faith. I want to let them know that no matter how dire their circumstances may seem, there is always the possibility of a brighter future through the power of faith in Jesus. My journey is a living testament to the transformative power of Jesus and what can be.
As I speak to a hundred or so homeless men tonight, I am still in awe of what Jesus has done for me.